Saturday, September 25, 2010

LifeSuck

9/22-> happy xxxxxxx birthday (to my self.)
9/23->Since the post I posted and deleted sucked, and the post I posted to check the layout doesn't count, its time for a post.  Yay for a first post. I swear I started this at 3ish. That's so not nice.
->My phone has been off all day. That is the problem. No wonder no one has called, told me to make dinner, vacumm, or anything. I have a text. I should make a snack.
->Gross. I just ate 3 hotdogs. The fourth one is still sitting in the pot with the greasy water, getting cold, getting gross, inedible. Why isn't anyone home?
->Computer Crash. I think I fried something, but it works now. I'm so tired. I fell asleep at 8 yesterday. I shouldn't be sleepy. I think someone is here?
->Nope. It's just the wind, rustling the papers, whistling and howling through our trees and windows, slamming doors open and closed. I'm all alone?
9/24->I'm behind in creative writing. Creative writing is only reason this blog exists. Otherwise, I would be scribbling in a notebook in my room or finishing my english assignment, or facebooking.
->Listening to The Killers, talking to my self, correcting my own grammar, making lists, thinking about writing a poem, wondering how repeating my name over and over is fun for Melissa, copying Kate's makeup, trying not to be tired,
9/25-> Went to Hunger games. Comitted suicide before the game could even start. Caitlyn's fault. I am not happy. Band is stupid. xxxx her. I hate everything. Im the good kid. Caitlyn is the bad one, how come I never get to do anything fun. I hate staying home alone. I hate Caitlyn. She kills my life. Plans fall through because of that xxxxx.
-> Why does it take me 4 days to post something?

1 comment:

  1. Just because you put a line through it doesn't mean it's not there. I want you to be able to write whatever but I do need no swearing on this one. Adds to the voice, though...

    I do love your writing. There is something addicting about it...

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